Unparalleled Sword Qi

What kind of hesitation should a child who doesn't even know his own name feel when he suddenly becomes the center of the world? Conspiracy, killing, the arena that he originally longed for, seemed to bring him only a lot of hardships. For him, practicing martial arts is not for killing people. Even if he has a unique skill, it is only due to the current situation. What joy is there in gaining it, and what regret is there in abandoning it?