Lose-Lose

"Missing after a breakup is shameful! Do you understand? Fool!" Wen Jianhan said angrily, his hand habitually reaching into his trouser pocket, while the other hand vigorously shook off the cigarette in his hand. "I like it until I get hurt, and I still like it after being hurt. Can you understand this feeling?" I couldn't suppress my controlled emotions, like a wild horse that had escaped the reins. My tears were endless and overwhelming. The person in front of me didn't understand me at all. When he saw that I was crying, he suddenly panicked and was at a loss. He hesitated to speak. Before his hand could touch my face, he was violently thrown away by me. I turned around as if I had never seen him. I closed my eyes hard, but I couldn't close my tears. Why did we have to lose both sides? I felt very uncomfortable, as if my internal organs were being hollowed out...