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I never thought that in my life, besides my own love, I would also have a different kind of love that makes me worried and reluctant to leave - the love of a close friend, the love of a beauty, and the love of a lover. I can't remember where I read some words. The general meaning is: "Whoever can be a confidante must be the best among women; and whoever can have a confidante must also be a wise man among men." I don't dare to call myself a good or outstanding man, but I dare to say: she must be a good woman and a strange woman in this world. I always wanted to say to her: How I want to hug you and kiss you. He said to her: In this life, you must always be my beauty, and I will always be your lover. In the next life, you must marry me, and I must marry you. Am I right? We fell in love, to be precise, we fell in love online when we were already in the middle of our forties. This is the most mature, open and clear middle reaches of a long river of life. Although the waves of the river are no longer like the roaring roar of youth, they have not reached the depression and silence of old age, lingering on. Underneath the seemingly peaceful water flow in the middle reaches of the river, there are infinite realities, experiences, thoughts, and even truths hidden. Where the river passes through this section, the fields are greener at night and the starry sky is higher. In the flowing world during this time, I sing the last fishing song on paper, and then become a person who has exhausted all his talents.