Look Back and Grab Love

Many years ago, when I was sad and desperate, you stayed with me. When I was sad and crying, your shoulders became my warmest haven. Many years later, when I came back again and started to live a new life, you still stayed by my side silently, crying with me, laughing with me, and getting wet with me in the rain, which brought me many inexplicable touches. I had been entangled in my past relationships, but the moment he appeared, the defense I had built up with so much effort was instantly shattered. You gave me encouragement and courage. I was confused. I couldn't tell whether I felt guilty or nostalgic for him, and I couldn't tell whether I was dependent on you or loved you... Just when I was at a loss, you chose to turn around and leave silently. I understood my heart, caught up with you, and asked you, will you continue to guard me? Will you let me love you?