Burning Tomb - Bystander

You are born in the 90s, what people call the new humanity, and synonymous with rebellion. In people's eyes, you are egoistic, selfish, and never consider other people's feelings. You are already hovering at 20 years old, or you have crossed the 20-year-old mark, standing in the post-adolescent era, standing on the tail of teenagers. You have already experienced the brutal college entrance examination with thousands of troops and horses walking on a single-plank bridge, or you are currently experiencing it. You're in college and don't have a penny in your pocket, or you're no longer in school and have a decent job. At this time, I suddenly realized how no one really understands me. Although I also value material luxury, I pay more and more attention to spiritual pursuits. You are often not found in crowded places. You always like to enclose yourself in your own world and turn up the sound to the maximum. You don't care about the crazy things the outside world says about you and pretend to be strong. You follow Gorky's tone and say, let those slanders come more violently. Your parents, who you were always proud of when you were a child, have become a fetter for you without knowing when, and you will be troubled by their excessive interference in your life. But I found that they never took our words seriously. We who are not financially independent seem to never have a say in this family. Maybe this is the generation gap. You are eager to escape and constantly want to go to new places. You don't know what kind of life you want, but you know what kind of life you don't want. Have you ever thought about one day escaping from your own body, looking at yourself, the people around you, and the world around you with the eyes of a bystander? Maybe in this way you will find out what kind of bloody world you and I live in. Family affection (a family that looks harmonious but is actually broken), love (the loneliness of falling in love with someone), and friendship (the forgetfulness and betrayal of those close friends) are like shackles peeling off us, and we are also living day after day, non-stop running towards the unknown future and towards death. For me, Ruan Jin (the heroine), this world is just a burning tomb, imprisoning my stubborn and suffering youth. And I have been living a wandering life.