The Moon Goddess Princess in Ba Qin's Dream

They all say that he is cruel and cold, and that he has no love in his life. He only lives to unify the world. His mysterious feelings in his life are domineering and rolling in the long river of history that has been passed down through the ages, composing one legend after another for the world. But in front of me, he is just a man who always looks at the world with a sarcastic smile, always pulling the tail of my hair to mock me with a playful smile. I thought that I would not fall in love with him. This world and his future would only make me tremble. Because his appearance will only consume everything in me. I will not fall in love with him, I think so, because my love and affection have disappeared with the death of that person. I will not fall in love with him, I will not let myself exist in the lies he weaves, and indulge in it. But when he looked at me with sad eyes, when he raised his wine glass and smiled to the sky, when he looked at me with a confused smile, I realized that I had always been in love with him. Was it the fun and play and mutual protection when we first met for many years, or the indifference until now? It turned out that I had always just loved him.