The Years on the Other Side Are Gone in Vain

I've always wanted to write something, but even I couldn't tell what I wanted to write. I remember when we were young, we squandered our youth unscrupulously, because we knew that no matter whether we squandered our youth or not, in the end, youth would only become a thing of the past, and what we could hold in our hands were, after all, those memories. I believe that others are like me. In those ignorant years of youth, there were boys and girls like this around me, which amazed the time and warmed the years. They are young and inexperienced, either kind, public, sensible, lively or unruly. But they have one thing in common: a longing for the future. There is such a boy that you loved deeply during those youthful years, you really loved him, you just loved him purely as a person. Because I love him, I can let go of everything for him, and I can break with the world for him. Stubbornness, pride, self-esteem, personality, future, studies, family, you don't need all of these. However, he doesn't love you as much as you think, because giving and receiving cannot be equal. You love and hate him. When you hate him, you wish he would die. However, if he has a cold, fever and runny nose, you will be so anxious that you can't eat or sleep, and your tears will keep falling. Many years later, that person is no longer around you, there is either another person around you, or you are alone, but when you think of him, you will still laugh, cry, and feel heartache, but you will not regret it. There is such a boy who loved you deeply when he was young. His love may disappear as he grows older and has more life experience. It is also possible that he will get married and have children. However, in this life, his love for you has never changed. He keeps that love in the deepest corner of his heart and will never mention it to others again. There is a girl like that. You can't tell what your feelings are for her, but she just makes you feel bad. You haven't even seen each other for a long, long time. But if, one day, she calls you, you will be so sad that you want to die when you hear her voice. You just want to give her everything you have, but you don't know what she wants. In fact, even that girl herself doesn't know what she wants. You know clearly that your feelings for her are definitely not family affection. As for family affection, you have always received it and never given it. You know clearly that your feelings for her are definitely not friendship. As for friendship, you are giving and getting. There is such a girl, you have not even done anything for her, but she is very kind to you. She always says that you have given her a lot. In fact, what she has given you, she has taught you more. . This document is only for those young and frivolous years. Those boys and girls who have appeared in my life; those boys and girls who taught me how to grow and gave me warmth and pain; those who were once sisters are now strangers.