Wan in the Middle of the Water

Five years ago, he went abroad with his childhood sweetheart and left her sight. He changed girlfriends one after another abroad, but he could never find the throbbing feeling he once had. She escaped sadly and went to a remote mountainous area to teach, forcing herself to grow up and mature. ************************************************* Five years later, they met in a bridal shop, but as elegant as he was, he had already become cold and ruthless. And she doesn't have the same drive to be obsessed with love as she did back then. By chance, at the wedding of a former university teacher, everyone was in an uproar because of a remark made by Director Zhang, who had once "beat up mandarin ducks". He remained silent. She burst into tears. There is never a word regret about love in youthful years. Thank you for your persistence, thank you for your naivety, because your persistence and naivety once opened the door of love in my heart. *********************************************** That night, he showed up on her doorstep very drunk. He forced her into the corner, breathed the smell of alcohol into her face, and said in a hoarse voice, Susu, I'm back. He said, I will be responsible. So, they got married without blessings, relatives and friends, no flowers, no rings, only two cold red certificates. We are all naive in the face of love. She naively thought that they could go on even without the blessings of their elders. However, her mother-in-law's constant making things difficult made her already tired heart even more tired. *********************************************** New Year's Eve, empty house. She was sitting on the floor in the living room, cooking hot pot in a rice cooker, exuding a burst of fragrance. After searching for a long time on the remote control, it still stopped at the Spring Festival Gala program. Her godmother specially called her to tell her that she should go to her mother-in-law's house to celebrate the New Year this year; and he also specifically asked her to go to her godmother's house to celebrate the New Year first, and he would rush over after celebrating the New Year at home. The first New Year's Eve as a newlywed, her New Year's Eve alone. ************************************************ "Have you had lunch?" She asked him on the phone while standing downstairs in his company. "I'm going to have dinner with my colleagues, what's the matter?" "Oh, it's okay." She saw a group of handsome men and women coming out of the company gate from a distance... She carried two boxes of lunch boxes and went to the park near his company. She ate one box herself and fed the other to stray cats. ************************************************ In the hospital ward. Her face was still a little pale. She was lying on the hospital bed, her head turned to one side, and she quietly looked at a few pigeons flying past the window. There was some intermittent noise outside the ward. "Get out of here! Get away as far away as possible!" "Don't speak for him, get divorced tomorrow!" She slowly closed her eyes, as if the noise had nothing to do with her.