Manzhushahua, Forget the Other Side of the River

It was her mother's mistake. She was used to seeing her father's indifference and mother's weakness in an unaccepted family. She is autistic, precocious, and unwilling to communicate. She gained family and friendship at her grandma's house in the countryside, but she had no choice but to be manipulated by fate. Her grandma's death was doomed to make her never happy again in her life. Life is like an electrocardiogram. If you want it to be smooth sailing without ups and downs, you will have to die. She is Su Lanshan, a broom star, and self-proclaimed aloofness seems to have always been synonymous with her. Under her seemingly cold and aloof appearance, there is a heart of inferiority, cowardice, and longing for love and being loved. She worked hard to forgive those who had caused her pain, and she used her most persistent waiting and most determined love to gain happiness in her twilight years. He is Song Siru, the representative of a gentle, mature and sexy man. It is he who gives hope to Su Lanshan, whose life is hanging by a thread, and it is she who pushes Su Lanshan, who has just emerged from the darkness, into the turbulent whirlpool of fate. He is Ni Yang, he is cold and stern, like the mist in early winter, cold and mysterious. He loved Su Lanshan to the core, and he made Su Lanshan see love and experience pain. He is also the most untouchable wound in Su Lanshan's heart. She is Su Ying. Before she was thirteen years old, she was like the white clouds blooming in the dark, like the red lotus emerging from the mud but not stained. She was as kind as she was. But because of Su Lanshan's unintentional harm, he became withdrawn and desperate. For the sake of love, she did not hesitate to hurt her closest sisters. In the end, she realized that the only one she hurt from the beginning to the end was herself. She is Dai Jiaojiao, who always smiles like a flower, but her heart is full of grievances and helplessness; she loves Gu Shen so much that she can put aside her pride to protect the woman he loves for him, and her feat of flying into a flame is vividly demonstrated in her. Finally, the God of fate favored her. When she was tired and wanted to give up, the man she longed for finally saw her who had been working silently for many years when she looked back. He was Gu Shen. When he was eight years old, under the shade of a tree in front of his door, Su Lanshan with a sad face touched the softest part of his heart. From then on, there was no other person in his heart. "I tried so hard to forgive those who caused me pain. I tried my best to love the people I wanted to love and forgive those who betrayed me, but in the end I still plunged myself into endless despair and darkness." - Su Lanshan "I just want to try my best to live for myself in my limited life, because I'm afraid I won't be able to make it in time. Lanshan, I'm sorry. I really don't want to hurt you. I'm sorry, sorry, sorry." - Su Ying "On a night of heavy rain, your grief-stricken and embarrassed expression deeply hurt my heart. I didn't mean to hurt you. I wanted to use my inevitable love to make up for you. I didn't expect that I would hurt you in the end, Lanshan. If I meet you again, will you forgive me? Will you come back?" - Song Siru "If I stand behind you all the time, hurting with you, hurting with you, are you willing to stop being so sad and desperate for me?" - Gu Shen "For you, I don't care even if I give up my life. But will you still want me?" - Ni Yang "It's okay, I'm not tired, I don't cry, I'm strong. When you love someone, don't you have to make them happy? I love Brother Shen, and his happiness is my happiness. If he wants to protect Lanshan, I will accompany him to protect her. Just why do you feel the urge to cry? "——Dai Jiaojiao Youth is bumpy, painful, and limited; Youth is also wonderful and gorgeous. The grievances that family members do not understand, the longing for love at the beginning of love, and the unacceptable fact of growing up are undoubtedly not turning points in life. Some people have experienced youth and grown into sunny and healthy young people. There are still some people who remember the pain of childhood and cannot convince themselves to come out for a long time. Some people live a dissolute life, but stay in infinite regret in their later years. Some people dress up their youth gorgeously and brightly with their energetic attitude and lofty passion. There are also people who let nature take its course, take things as they come, and spend the rest of their lives peacefully and indifferently. Whatever we choose