Drunk and Forgetting the Dust, Soaking up the Early Sun

After taking over the piece of jade, I finally gave up all my destiny and gave up all earthly ties from then on. I am just a lonely soul, who came here by accident. However, after walking through the haste of no choice and letting go, I can no longer find the way to the afterlife. "I don't care what you do with me. You planted that flame in my mother, and I am destined to have no right to have the most ordinary love in the world, just because I am just your illegitimate daughter!" "Fair? What is fairness? Is what you did to my mother fair? You took possession of her body, but you abandoned her ruthlessly. I don't know, when you watched her being tightened little by little by the white silk, and when you watched her beautiful face suffocate little by little, did you ever think about fairness?" "At the age of three, I traveled across the ocean at such a young age and was helpless. When I was crying alone in the dark night on the other side of the ocean, where were you? Have you ever thought about fairness?" "Yin Zhen, I am a person who has no afterlife, because I am just a drop of his blood, a drop of poisonous blood. I seep into the blood of everyone he wants to conquer for him, and I peek into their hearts. No desire or evil can be hidden from him." "Yinxiang, I'm sorry. The beginning and the end have already been written. I have no choice, because that location, before everything comes, will become the grave of you and Yinzhen!" "Aixinjueluo - Yinzhen, that's enough. I'm not an ordinary woman. You can't give me what I want. I love you, but I'm not your woman. You and I both have our own way of life. I've never asked about your wives and concubines, so please keep your standards in check. My freedom will never be trampled on by anyone." "Yinzhen, everyone has his own destiny. With a knife above the word "forbearance", there will always be days when the clouds clear up and the mist clears! A good man can bend and stretch. Although he is famous for a while, he will inevitably bow his head sometimes. Do you understand what I mean?" "Yes, it is indeed easy to give up on you. Facing you now, I did want to give up helplessly. But the love born from pain has become my courage to continue and the only bargaining chip to win. I promised you that no matter what happens, I will never leave you! Just like I never let go of your hand when I was wandering on the edge of life and death several times, I will never let go now! From now on, as long as you are here, I will have nothing to fear!" "The place we want to go is on the other side of the ocean. There is a vast wilderness there and a golden coast that stretches for hundreds of miles. Although there is not the wealth and prosperity of the Qing Dynasty, nor are we familiar with family and friends, there is priceless freedom!" Dear friends, this article uses the grudge between the heroine and the emperor as a metaphor for the conflicts in the life between the author and his father, and the contradictions eventually evolved into the greatness of father's love. The love in the article is relatively complicated. Although it is a novel, it dramatizes reality. I hope you will support it.