Inseparable in Life and Death, We Will Abandon Each Other in Death

She is the mad woman abandoned by King Rui; She is a retired special forces soldier who died saving a child who fell into the water. When you wake up, how can you face rumors and gossips shamelessly and go crazy to the end; how can you roam the world freely and smile at the world of mortals. The person who loved her died because of her, but the person she loved was her enemy. What should she do in the face of the hatred of the country and the family, and what choice would she make in the face of relatives and lovers. Others laugh at me for being crazy, but I laugh at others because they can't see through it. See how I, as wise as I am, can play around with the world.