I Have a Date with the Queen Mother

We promised to be together, but you suddenly left. When I saw you again, I thought we could be together again, but I never thought that what I saw was you who was so strange that I didn't dare to approach you. Being around you, I witnessed with my own eyes your cruelty and viciousness. Your coldness made me afraid to get closer. Until I saw you on the other side, I knew that this might be the case between us. Seeing your killing spree with my own eyes, I am afraid. I am afraid that I will end up as a dead soul under your knife.