A Hundred Loves Turn into Sorrow

For him, I dragged my little body to the border; for him, I studied medicine and sacrificed my life; for him, I worked hard; twelve years of protection, twelve years of dedication, in the end... For her, it doesn't matter if you suffer all the flames. For her, it doesn't matter if you don't have to cultivate yourself. Wait silently, pay silently, I just want you to be happy... For her, I hate that she still smiles like a flower even though she has been wronged, I hate that she still persists even though she is exhausted, I hate that she still wants to come back to him even though she is bruised and bruised, I hate that she still wants to fall in love with her after twelve years, even though I know I shouldn't fall in love with her, my heart is still lost...