I often think deeply about my feelings for Xu Ziyang, which is like a feeling of recognizing a calf. The first thing people and animals see when they open their eyes is their mother. Even as they grow older, they always have an inseparable relationship with their mothers. Xu Ziyang once struck into my life with the force of thunder, making my heart surrender without any defense. Even if I was injured later, I would never let go. When I was entangled again, I learned that he was the only one, the legendary figure that I first fell in love with and loved deeply. Even though my heart was deeply hurt, I still couldn't help but fall into his quagmire. I determined that he was the only one, the one who made the only promise.
