Spend No Time

In 2010, I chased Ou Zijun for a whole winter. On the day before his wedding, I designed that he was forced to be with me out of responsibility. We didn't hold a wedding, we just went to the Civil Affairs Bureau to simply get a marriage certificate. His sports car whizzed away from me and disappeared. After three years of marriage, we have no children, and I have never met his parents. I like to look at him infatuatedly. If one day I can't find him, I think I will die. I like his smile, but he never smiles at me. If one day he smiles at me, I think I will come back even if I die.