
Looking for Lilian
寻找莉莉安
- Status
- Completed
- Length
- 97k Words
- Genre
- Romantic Youth
- Audience
- Female
- Subgenre
- Youth Angst
- Updated
- 4y ago
- Source
- Qidian
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40Chapters
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After reading Xiao An's chapter, it seems that there are thousands of words that I can't say, my thoughts are messy, and there are still many questions that have not been answered. Where did Wen Nianqiu go? Why did Wei Xun break his promise and leave without saying goodbye? What's going on in the supermarket? Can Wei Xun and Xiao An meet again? Can Chi Jianjun protect his and Xiaoan's home and escape safely? Is it possible that in the end, Chi Xiaoan is destined to walk the long road alone? She is still so young, her life has just begun, is she going to spend her whole life just because of the mistakes made by her so-called sister? Isn't that too pitiful? Chi Xiaoan once had the happiest family in the world, but her mother left her, her father didn't understand her, the person she loved abandoned her, and the sister was ignored. In the end, Chi Xiaoan was the only one who knew nothing, gained nothing, and had nothing. The author hasn't finished writing yet, but I secretly feel that Chi Jianjun may not be able to escape. In order to save this small supermarket that they depend on for survival and their home, he may have to answer to himself. How I wish the author could let him escape, even if it means meeting Xiao An for the last time and saying a few words, but I know it won't happen. Nothing is perfect in the world, and God is not what people want. My heart was foggy, and the world was full of storms. She once caught a glimpse of the moonlight. She thought it was the moon that belonged to her, so she was filled with joy and sincerity and rushed to the moon through all the obstacles. How silly. The moon is never a person's moon. In the end, the bamboo basket was empty. She saw this moonlight burning with the fire and turning into a dream-like mirage. The journey is long, but we will eventually reach our destination. Since there will be regrets no matter what choice we make, let's wait and see what answer time will give us.
The human spirit needs to be supported by love, obsession and fantasy. Love dilutes people's complexity and reaches innocence, so Xiao An is blinded by love and plunges into Wei Xun's sweet trap. Obsession supports people to overcome obstacles and move forward with a heavy load, so Wei Xun casts a fine net, leaving tempting bait, counting everyone in it, and completing his revenge plan; fantasy washes away people's sins, As in a dream, Wen Nianqiu mercilessly strangled Professor Wei's life for her dream of studying in the UK. She fantasized that she could escape the sanctions of the law, and that Wei Xun could let her go. Unfortunately, it was not God's wish, and her fantasy was shattered, and she disappeared in the end... Wei Xun trapped himself in the shackles of revenge and embarked on a road from which he could never turn back. "I turned the car around and drove in the direction with my back to Chi Xiaoan. I never looked back." When I saw this, I suddenly thought of a sentence from the navigation: Please choose to turn around at the right place. The route has been re-planned for you. Inexplicably, I felt that it was very suitable to describe the ending of Xiaoan and Wei Xun. In this world, there are sudden encounters and unexpected love, and of course there are also unexpected departures and merciless departures. There are many things that can't be helped, so we don't have to worry about anyone. From the day they first met, Wei Xun and Xiao An seemed to have been waving goodbye, making decisions they had to make, and walking the road of never looking back. I don't know if Wei Xun has ever regretted it, but I feel sorry for Xiao An. The most regrettable thing is not that you don't love her, but that you clearly love her, but when faced with a decision, you finally choose to give up on Xiao An. The moment he gave up on Xiao An after weighing the pros and cons is absolutely unforgivable. Wei Xun had many opportunities to redeem him, and it was obvious that he had already made his choice. His plan could not be separated from Xiao An's help. Even if he had fallen in love, Xiao An was never included in his future plans. Faced with Xiao An's passionate and sincere love, he was afraid. He was escaping from this love and did not dare to see her again for the last time. After reading all the chapters, I was thinking, are all the aberrations in this world a joke from God, or are they destined to be this way? If Wei Xun had not left without saying goodbye, but had gone to see Xiao An and explained clearly to her, would he have had a chance to rescue Chi's father when the fire broke out? Will these pains never happen to Xiao An? I didn't kill Boren, but Boren died because of me. The fire in Chi's house was like a dramatic coincidence. Although the author said it was an open ending, in my heart, Chi's father had been together with his wife forever in the fire. Although I secretly wanted to give Xiao An a happy ending and wanted her to meet Wei Xun and explain all the knots. When the fire broke out, Wei Xun went back with her and rescued Chi's father. The firefighters came quickly and controlled the fire. The small supermarket was not completely burned. After Chi's father recovered, he sold the small supermarket and took Xiao An away from Wanjiang Town to other unknown towns. , Wei Xun always accompanies them... But nothing in the world is perfect. This is just my fantasy. In my fantasy, I gave them the best ending I could think of. I also complained about why there is no real hope that people will last forever. It seems that everyone is always saying goodbye and abandoning. It turns out that birds and fish cannot travel together. They cannot be together by love, nor can they be in love. But in this story, they met and fell in love, and the author's writing proves it firmly. I want to believe that the ending is always good. If it is not good, it means it is not the ending. All maturity begins with loss. Xiao An suddenly undergoes a huge change. Will he transform from the thorn-covered girl into a silent vine? The author said that what you lose will be filled by new ones, so I am also willing to look forward to a better and more fulfilling future for the grown-up Xiao An. Wei Xun, Chi Xiaoan, Wen Nianqiu, Chen Xiaolin, Ni Wanwan. Nice to meet you.
Thank you for reading, thank you for your support.
I started to conceive this story in 2017. I kept the outline for five years, and now I finally have time to lay it out. Chi Xiaoan is the soul of the whole story. Wei Xun uses her to reach the truth that he is determined to find, but there is a huge abyss hidden behind it.
I never thought I could come back😎
Isn't it good enough? The author is great! ! ! Can you update it soon😭
Finally waiting for you. Big cheers for the author.
Youth is a hasty book, we read it again and again with tears in our eyes.
Damn, please update soon. . . Conspiracy theories favor diehard fans, so wait for updates! ! !
The more you know, the more you suffer.
Nice! I felt angry following Xiao An (▼ dishes ▼#)
Yes, yes, there is another mystery in the last chapter, wait for me 🪖
I worked overtime today and finished reading Xiao An's chapter. I have so many questions. The author is so awesome! ! ! !
Halfway through writing, I couldn't bear it anymore and went to sleep first. See you in the day.
Perhaps Wei Xun thought about this regret on his way out Because they didn't even say goodbye
After reading all the chapters, I just want to ask, are there any extras? Not enough
My latest chapter has given me a small red envelope. Everyone is welcome to leave a message.
Everyone seemed to get what they wanted, except Xiao An. Wei Xun got the real estate certificate and evidence, and he wanted to take revenge on Wen Nianqiu; Ni Wanwan helped Wei Xun, and she knew part of the secret. She wanted Wen Nianqiu to stay away from her brother, and she was about to do it; only Xiao An, she had done nothing wrong, but She has borne so much and is always so lonely. She has given and lost in the game, and there is no reward. The promise made by that person has not been fulfilled. How sad should she be if she has to glimpse the tip of the iceberg of the entire incident from other people's mouths? I don't know, it turns out that someone really deleted their contact information and can never find it again. I hope the author can give Xiao An a happy ending, just like her name, and make her happy and safe throughout her life.
Part 1 Xiao An's part should be updated with a few more chapters before it's over. According to my habit of writing novels, I always put the secret truth in part 2. Why did Wei Xun come to Wanjiang Town alone? Why was he hiding in the dark and observing all the movements of the Chi family? Why did he choose to cooperate with Chi Xiaoan? Why must he take away Wen Nianqiu at all costs? Why did he ask Chi Xiaoan to get Wen Nianqiu's things? Why did he lie to Chi Xiaoan about everything about him? Why did he suddenly disappear after refusing to see Chi Xiaoan for the last time? Why? What I am sure of is that Wei Xun never said a word of truth to Chi Xiaoan. We watched the end of part 1 with questions, and then waited for Wei Xun to complete this carefully planned tragedy, and went to part 2 Wei Xun to find all the answers.
Not enough. There are too few family members.
The Wei Xun chapter is coming to an end soon, and the entire story will be fully presented. When did he leave Wanjiang Town? When did he confront Wen Nianqiu face to face? Was it Wen Nianqiu that he took away? What did he say to Ni Wanwan before leaving Wanjiang Town? Who started the fire in Chi Xiaoan's house? Wei Xun never thought that in this seamless chess game, he would fall in love with Chi Xiaoan. In hesitation and struggle, choose to give up. Also, where did he go? Will he come back? The finale is coming soon. I originally wanted to write about summer, because some happy memories usually expand in the heat of summer. Well, can't wait any longer.
I'm so anxious. I wish I could wear the book and become Wei Xun to read the memory.
(ง •̀_•́)งCome on
The whole story seems to have nothing to do with love, but in a certain part, a certain paragraph, a certain sentence, it seems that there is a vague love appearing🥰
Don't guess anything, finish this novel well, and leave the unknown to the future.
Chi Xiaoan "If you feel that there is no light in your life, then try to make yourself a beam of light!"
After overturning the third outline, I collapsed a little and fell into confusion. I didn't want to write anymore. Three outlines and three versions of the story were all cut off by me. You can imagine how useless it was. I will definitely not write a story without a brand new story that I am looking forward to.
I'm so anxious. Please write it quickly, my family. I'm so curious about the follow-up! ! !
Ni Wanwan is really a simple child
The ending is coming soon, so excited 💗