Lotus Sadness: the Missed Lover

Eight years ago, a sudden car accident turned her, this angelic and beautiful girl, into Lin Ruoyi. Eight years later. The first time they met, he called her Lan He. After an awkward silence, he realized that this was not her. Everything seems to be destined, but everything goes wrong. He is Ouyang Yichen, who is indifferent to dust and shines brightly in the starry sky. His prominent background has become his cage, imprisoning him in the so-called upper class society and unable to breathe... He was abducted and trafficked at the age of thirteen, but fortunately he was rescued by a kind-hearted couple named Lan. He lived in that paradise-like world full of lotus ponds for more than a year. This was his most unforgettable time. He did not want to be found by his family and deliberately concealed his life experience, but in the end, he was picked up by his family with great fanfare. He blamed himself for being too weak, too small to control his own destiny, and no longer able to protect the little sister Lan He. "Brother Yichen, will we meet again?" "Of course I will." They vowed to each other, even though they were just children at that time. When he finally got to see her, his mother told him that the kind-hearted family was unfortunately involved in a car accident and no one survived. From then on, his heart could no longer be clear, and the clear and beautiful sister Lan He had always lived in his thoughts, growing up with him and never passed away... … A certain day of a certain year and a certain month. She said, "Don't think that just because you have money, you can give alms freely. You are more vicious than those who maliciously slandered me." She cried angrily, just because of an unfair agreement. That day, he said viciously, "I don't think so, and you have no right to force me to think so." That day, she had an epiphany. "It turns out that all your sympathy for me is because I look like that girl named Lan He, right?" That day, she was confused. "You refuse to admit that you like me because you are not sure whether you like Lin Ruoyi or the Lin Ruoyi who looks like Lan He." That day, he was silent. Lin Ruoyi's dreams are always an abyss that cannot be seen, blood, death, pain, broken lotus flowers, fallen leaves, when all the memories are restored like waves... When she opened the purse she had worn since childhood and found a piece of silk with the word "blue lotus" inside... When everything should be settled and he was ready to tell Lin Ruoyi personally that he liked her... He discovered that the car accident eight years ago had brought them almost into a situation of no return... A deep sadomasochistic love affair, a love that is caused by a strange combination of circumstances, quietly sprouts...