If You Have Never Walked Through

Although I know the road ahead and what the situation is like in this game, I am full of pride and confidence when I am outside the game, but I am trembling when I get close. When I really enter the game, I realize that no matter how much I see on the outside, it is only in the eyes of others. How many times have I thought that if I had never come here, I would have been careless and lived a willful life; how many times have I thought that if I had never walked in here, I could have lived a simple, lazy and happy life with Dabei and Yazao; how many times had I thought that if I had not been curious and walked by, maybe I would have escaped this time, maybe I could go back, maybe I could leave, maybe... However, if I had never walked there, how could I have had him, and how would I have known that those were happy memories...