Who Belongs to Whom in Youth?

"Xiao Mo, if you are not married and I am not married in five years, we will be together again!" After Zijie left these words, he left without looking back. In the huge airport, he felt that all kinds of people and glamorous things had retreated one by one. Except for himself standing there, there was no one else! I remember that one day one year, Zijie said: Xiaomo, when we graduate, I will marry you! I will take you to my hometown, where there are beautiful hillsides, clear rivers, and small wild chrysanthemums all over the mountains and fields... That sunny smiling face once illuminated my whole little world. Just let me sleep until it's no longer dark, sleep until I'm no longer tired, and sleep until everyone is exhausted. Love is withering, mandala and red roses... The pleasant ringtone of the mobile phone interrupts the flying thoughts. "Xiao Mo, you big idiot, don't tell me that Chen Zijie abandoned you now at the airport, wake up and come back quickly!" After the roar of the Hedong lion on the other end of the phone, there was only the beep of resolutely hanging up the phone. Looking at the figure with a dot left in the sky, silent, turned and left without tears... Came the abandoned mobile phone behind him: Just let me sleep until it's no longer dark Sleep until I am no longer tired, sleep until everyone is tired Love is withering, mandala and red roses The bitter water in the goblet can no longer see who belongs to whom I don't know who is hiding from whom Just like the flowers turned into black and white paper cups Carrying all the pain and fatigue Close your eyes and uncontrollable thoughts That dazzling stamen Smiling and watching your tears Who is still holding on to it and it is about to wither? Let the snow become flying and let me chase after the straw The dry scar and the hoarse sound of the rain Let love wither quickly and let her forget everything The cinnabar between the eyebrows is washed away by the storm Just let me chase you until we are both tired. Tired to the point where no one is on guard, chasing until the sun is gone Laugh and cry until you don't care about anyone Laugh until I forget how tired I am and can no longer see who is who.