When I was a child, my parents didn't have a good relationship. In the memories, there are still quarrels besides quarrels.
So, I don't know when, I secretly swore to myself.
Don't get married, don't believe in marriage, don't believe in feelings. If I can find someone who is similar to me and can enter my world, then I am willing to be with him for the rest of my life. As long as he wants me!
In the year of eighteen or nineteen, it seemed like my expectations were confirmed. Yu appeared, although she, like me, is a girl! So I thought, it doesn't matter if it's a girl, at least a girl understands the girl's world better.
But I forgot that not everyone can accept that they fall in love with a girl of the same gender as themselves! This is unacceptable in the secular world!
A love, heartbreaking, cold... After Yu told me that I had a boy I liked!
Only then did I realize that it was just me who was abnormal! I am alone!
He resolutely skipped school and ran away from home. Although I came back in the end, it's just that I am no longer me! At least, I am no longer the dreamer!
"What are you thinking about? Are you so absorbed?" A pair of strong hands wrapped around my waist.
I slowly turned my head. The man in front of me was cold-hearted. Handsome, handsome, and sunny, once, this was the type "she" liked. It is already the fourth year that I have been with the man in front of me...
"No, I'm just a little sad when it rains." I smiled lightly. Such days are peaceful, and perhaps also have a touch of happiness. As long as... I won't touch the word "love" again!
It's just that the more a person wants to be calm, the more he can't be calm.
One day four years later, "Rain" broke into my life again! And turn it upside down!
"Zhan Ying, you are the first girl I truly love. I am also your first man. Why, why can't you be with me? If you don't love me, why would you give your body to me? I don't believe you are a random girl!" Leng Xin yelled angrily in the heavy rain.
"Zhan Ying, I already regret it. It's you who didn't tell me your feelings clearly! You didn't tell me that you feel love for me! Don't blame me, you know? I've been really miserable in the past four years! Don't, don't say you forget me. I can't do it, and I don't believe you can do it!" In the elegant restaurant, Yu yelled out of control!
"Zhan Ying, if Leng Xin and Han Yu can only bring you pain, why don't you try to change? Isn't it good for you and me to be together this year? Isn't such a peaceful life what you want? Zhan Ying, wake up, Leng Xin and Han Yu are already married, and they abandoned you together! How long will you be stupid because of them?" Luo Mingfeng, who was desperate, heartbroken, and ran away, shook my shoulders and roared at me.
I laugh, crazy laugh, laugh at other people's infatuation, laugh at my own wrong feelings!
Falling in love with someone you shouldn't love will only hurt your heart.
If you use the wrong love, the result will only be heartbreak!
I once thought Yu was the one I loved, but all I got was heartbreak.
I once thought that Leng Xin would stay with me forever, but all I got was betrayal!
My heart is cold and my love is gone. I want to spend my life peacefully with Mingfeng.
But why at this time, you all ran up to me one by one and shouted to me... Leave, just for me!
[Note: The story is not a fanfic, the emotional development is a romance. But it's a little sad!
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