Gentle, dignified, quiet, calm and generous. All exactly the same. From facial expressions and demeanor to temperament. All the same. Enough, really enough. Should all the good women in the world be like you? Do they have to wear a mask of meekness and tolerance in order to survive? I don't, I prefer not.
I don't want her to be bright and flamboyant, and I don't want her to be aggrieved and roundabout. Why is it that a woman, no matter how fierce, courageous or ruthless she is, is just vicious?
According to common sense, if she is cold, someone should warm her; if she is afraid, someone should protect her. She is lonely in the dark, and someone should give her light and companionship.
But I won't give it.
Only you can discover everyone's trap and climb out of it yourself. Things like other people's light and warmth are simply chronic poisons.
After writing so much, I finally understand why it is getting harder and harder to write and grasp. This article has 200,000 words, and it is estimated that no one has figured out the CP and main plot of this article.
I admit, there is no main line at all.
There is no love, the love is Ying Qingmu and Du Hanxu, there are not many scenes, it is quite warm, and there is nothing about Chu Feng. There was a little bit of friendship, but the remaining humble friendship quickly disappeared. Family love, there was a flood before time travel, how can I still have the energy to think about my family? If there is no promotion, in terms of palace fighting, we know that it starts with a promise and then slowly ends up being promoted to queen to noble concubine, etc., But Chu Feng will not enter the palace. She had no one to protect, and no one to protect her.
Frankly speaking, this girl will be alone forever in a world that does not belong to her.
I am crazy, crazy about this feeling, in a world that does not belong to me, and I do not belong to it. I am completely disconnected, lonely, and living without a purpose. No one cares about me. I feel sad and morbidly satisfied.
Finally be alone forever.
No one is watching. I regarded it as practicing writing, practicing how to write battles, practicing how to write family, friendship, and love, practicing character description, practicing writing skills, and practicing the layout and grasping ability of long stories.
In fact, I think my writing is not bad, but the progress is really too slow... Well, there is no progress at all.
Some of the things I want to express are actually: the world needs balance. No one is the center of this world. Time travel cannot be used as a universal plug-in, and sometimes it will hit a wall. Loneliness and tragedy are the most real aspects of this world. However, if you don't believe it, then it's not. What a person has in his heart is what he can see. We always have fear when facing the unknown world, but no matter how scared you are, you must welcome every unknown tomorrow.
Also, if you believe in warmth, the world will be warm.
This is what fandom is like. If the story of "Wutong Lock" is not finished, "Book Anger" cannot be finished, but fake fans may not be able to arouse people's patience. Maybe I will also write the story of "Indus Lock" in the future, which will be warmer and brighter, not so dark.
I recently watched "White Deer Plain". It has no beginning or end, no main story. But why is this a good book? Because there are a lot of things we need in there.