New Era of Marriage

If I had known that the relationship between me and my mother-in-law would be so tense one day after I got married, maybe I would rather never marry and live alone forever; if I had known that I would have a girl, and my parents-in-law are very patriarchal, I would rather endure the pain and have an abortion and abort the child; if I had known A naked wedding would be so difficult. I would rather find a vulgar diamond lover than deliberately pursue the so-called romantic love; if I had known that after giving birth, my figure would be completely out of shape and I would gain more than ten pounds of fat for no reason. I would rather resist the temptation than let that smelly man do whatever he wants on me. When I became a mother, I began to regret why I was so young, frivolous and ignorant. For a man, my biological mother and I had countless quarrels and conflicts. Just because of a man, I experienced the ups and downs of life, but I didn't listen to my parents, and then I ended up with the result of "if you don't listen to the old people, you will suffer in front of you." My face started to turn yellow, but in order for my biological daughter to drink the best milk powder, wear the most comfortable clothes, and play with the most educational toys, I allowed myself to slowly become a yellow-faced mother-in-law. I was not willing to buy expensive skin care products, but I was worried , when I really become a yellow-faced woman, will my husband love me as before? Therefore, I am very afraid, afraid that he will spend the day and night outside, afraid that he will not come home at night, afraid that he will violate the everlasting oath he made to me.