Big Demon, Pet Me

I don't remember who I am or what I am, my consciousness is hazy, and I vaguely know that I should be dead. So am I a ghost now? Before I could think of a single clue, my consciousness became chaotic again. There was some shallow light shining on me, and the feeling of my empty body being slowly filled with power was very comfortable. My consciousness seemed to be clearer because of this, and some confusing and inexplicable pictures gradually flashed through my mind. I couldn't grasp it, and I had a vague feeling that those pictures should have something to do with me. I want to think about what those complicated and unfamiliar pictures have to do with me...