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That year on the street, she saw him being ridiculed on the stone steps. He seemed thin and helpless, but he pursed his lips tightly and allowed others to ridicule and point out, without even shedding a single tear. He just endured it silently. But she saw the tears lingering in his eyes, and the strong and calm look in his gaze... She didn't know that the avoidance and indifference at that time would become her lifelong guilt and regret, and she would spend her whole life to repay it. Three years later, she entered the school and entered the city. She often passed by the stone steps behind the pharmacy, still remembering that strong man. With strong calm eyes, that pitiable boy has never been seen again. Later, I heard that the shopkeeper of the pharmacy once got into a lawsuit and used his distant nephew to supplement his salary and sent him to the palace as a medicine boy to save his life. In fact, I had the opportunity to change... But I didn't protect you... "I don't want to be a Bodhisattva. I'm not that kind." Kindness, I feel guilty because I obviously can, but I don't..." Later, she said, "I am willing, for him." "It's the first time to be so relaxed, to go all out without any scruples, with only one purpose, so good..." The second young master asked her: "What do you want?"... "Where is he"... There was a trace of uneasiness in her surprise... "It turns out I didn't want to..." "Thinking" and "wanting" all the time, she wanted Wuxin, attention, respect, guilt, protection... She didn't mean to do this, but she was willing to do it for him, because he was a worthy person, so she couldn't help herself. It was because of him that she dared to live the way she wanted to be... No regrets...