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Chen An is a girl with wild ideas. When she was in kindergarten, she always imagined that she was a princess living among the people. She secretly folded napkins into a crown and hid it in her schoolbag. After going to school, she was sure that she would meet the perfect male protagonist in an idol drama, so she hid diaries filled with thoughts in her desk drawer. After working, she even hoped that she would suddenly become enlightened, do something earth-shattering, achieve financial freedom as soon as possible, and live in a large flat floor with floor-to-ceiling windows. But reality was like a basin of cold water, soaking all her fantasies. In kindergarten, she was the most inconspicuous little transparent girl in the class, and her name would always be skipped when the teacher called her name; after going to school, she still had no friends. During recess, others would chat and play in groups, so she could only sit alone in her seat, pretending to lower her head and read a book. , In fact, I secretly envy the excitement of others; I repeat the monotonous and boring process day after day, clocking in, making reports, holding meetings, and working overtime, like a programmed screw, running silently in a huge machine, without any waves or hope. I dragged my exhausted body home at night and didn't even have the energy to remove my makeup, so I slumped on the sofa and opened my phone to check Moments. Fingertips swiped across the screen and happened to see the news of the school beauty in high school - in the Jiugongge photo, the school beauty was wearing a white wedding dress, smiling like a flower, holding her handsome groom's arm, with the text "Please give me more advice for the rest of my life"; scrolling further down, she posted an exquisite afternoon tea, with designer bags next to the carved coffee cup, positioned as a high-end shopping mall in the city center; there was also a family photo, in which she held her baby who was just one month old, her eyes full of happiness.