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At the age of twenty-six, I graduated from a college and was described by my mother as "discounted milk that is about to be sold off the shelves in supermarkets." The sound of banging on the door urging her to get married for the fifteenth time was like a drum beating in her heart - what she was thinking about was not me, but the hole in the gift that I could fill for my brother Chen Shuhuan after I "cash it out". The blind date, Liu Xudong, has a bulging belly and vegetable leaves in his teeth, but he is critical of the "working girl"'s IQ. He declared like a gift, "Although your school is ordinary, I am willing to make an exception for you! The bottom line of prestigious schools... Will be relaxed for you!" My stomach felt cold as I listened to him dream about taking over my sister's factory and planning my womb. Flashing before my eyes are the blood-stained watercolor pens of my childhood, the empty fish soup pot, my brother's pile of sneakers, and the dark circles under my eyes from my night shift at the convenience store. The mother's voice screamed in her mind, "Shuhuan's money! Where do you get it from?" The feeling of suffocation is always there. This time, when the cold rain blew into my heart, something... Finally broke.