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[Youth Campus + Secret Love Be] Secret Love Be × has a prototype. Five years is approximately 1,825 days, 43,800 hours, 2,628,000 minutes, and 157,680,000 seconds. On January 14, 2025, I wrote this essay. To this day, I even wonder if your kindness to me is because you have feelings for me. I can't tell whether I like you or am obsessed with you.

[Childhood sweetheart + forbearing BE + a girl who looks free and easy but is actually long-lasting love VS a cold and poisonous-tongued young man who has low self-esteem and an affectionate heart inside] Zhong Qiu loves autumn the most, while Xia Yu hates autumn the most - especially Qiu Yu. They live next door, and they are a strange combination in the eyes of everyone: "she chases them desperately and he flees desperately." He would always tutor her with a straight face, hit her on the head, and call her stupid, but he would tilt his umbrella towards her on rainy nights and silently put down ointment when she got frostbite. He said: "I hate you." She smiled: "It doesn't matter, I just think you look good." In her senior year of high school, Xia Yu suddenly disappeared. When he reappeared, his mouth was bruised and he didn't mention it at all. After the college entrance examination, he said, "If I leave one day, will you forget me?" She thought it was a joke, but he really left without saying goodbye, went to England, and cut off all contact. Reunited in a foreign land many years later, he stood by the river and whispered softly: "Zhong Qiu, I'm back." She finally waited for the words "Let's start over" and the news that he fell in a pool of blood to protect a strange child. While sorting out the relics, she found the diary and letters he left behind - "I lied when I said I hated you. From the day you gave me half of the apple, I have no right to hate you." "You deserve sunshine without haze, but there are always shadows behind me." "I'm sorry, and, I love you." Later she opened a bookstore called "Qiu Yu", and the dark blue scarf he had worn for many years hung on the wall. Someone asked her why she didn't move forward. She said: "It's not that there is no one like him, it's that I don't want to find anyone like him."

[High Abuse BE] + [World-weary Girl × Broken Boy] On that snowy day, her parents were divorced and she was sitting by the bridge and met a boy named Yu Jian. He handed over a candy and a beam of light. Later, he became her transfer schoolmate, the "Snow White" who attracted the attention of the whole school, and the only exception in her gloomy youth. But when she finally plucked up the courage to get closer, she discovered that behind him was a seriously ill brother, sky-high medical bills, and an ending that was doomed to fragmentation. Yu Jian said: "My name is Yu Jian, so Yu, I met Jian." But their story was filled with goodbyes from the beginning.

[Fantasy dream + misplaced secret love + youth] Gu Yu always dreamed of a general on a rainy night. He was in a city where he could not wait, waiting for someone who would never come back. Until the transfer student Pei Wen appeared - he looked exactly like the man in the dream, but the tear mole was in the opposite position. He asked her: "Have you heard of "Fireworks Easily Cold"?" He could draw the city in her dream, and he could also tell stories about the past that she had never heard of. Gu Yu couldn't tell whether she loved the phantom in her dream or the real person around her. And when the truth was revealed, she understood: Some people travel across thousands of years just to say one more thing - "I've been waiting for you."

[Secret Love One-Man Show + Short Story] Zhou Yan's youth was a silent secret love that lasted seven years. From elementary school to high school, she always watched Song Yuannan in the corner - the boy with the tear mole at the corner of his eye. She worked hard to get better for him, but she also felt inferior and ran away because of him. Youthful secret love is a one-man show.