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I also want to be a swordsman and travel in the world; I also want to be free and unrestrained by nature, and always like to do things as I please. I also want to drink wine, sing and watch the affairs of the world with a smile. But I can't. I also want to pick chrysanthemums under the eastern fence and leisurely see the life of a hermit in Nanshan. I also want to be a sincere, open-minded, upright, kind-hearted person who doesn't care about fame and fortune. I also want to be carefree and enjoy life with a pot of light tea, but I can't. Because I am the leader of a sect, but I am also a mediocre layman, a person who shoulders the heavy responsibility of reviving the sect, but is unable to do anything about it. Okay, I admit it, I am a hypocrite, a layman who only thinks about his wife, children, and hot bed. But if you dare to take away my happy life, then don't blame me for plotting against you without discussing it.