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"Giving Yaohua as a gift, dancing with an empty heart to sing the heart", the origin of the protagonist Yang Yongxin's name comes from "Reward Zhang Shaofu Jianzhi" written by Lu Zhaolin in the Tang Dynasty. "Yong" means chanting and chanting in ups and downs; while "heart" can be understood as the original intention and true heart. "Yong Xin" is more about praising the spirit of not forgetting the original intention and always succeeding. I named the protagonist Yong Xin because I hope she can always know what she really wants, not be disturbed by the world, focus on the things she likes, truly be herself, and go on living happily. The protagonist Yang Yongxin is the eldest sister in the family. She also has two younger sisters. Although she lives a poor life, the family is always happy together. When she was five years old, her mother just learned that she was pregnant with her fourth child, and her father died of illness. From then on, the family began to suffer from misfortunes and disasters... In that era of insufficient food and clothing, the loss of his father at a young age was undoubtedly a fatal blow to the family. Yong Xin grew up in such an environment. She is sensible, independent, tenacious and smart. But fate still did not let her go. When she was thirteen, her mother married a narrow-minded bachelor in order to support the family. When she was eighteen years old, she went out to work secretly to make money, but was forced by the sinister landlady to marry her lazy and ugly nephew. At the age of twenty, she married a man who was as petty as her stepfather. She was betrayed by her husband at the age of thirty-eight, and her brother was caught again at the age of forty...

The story of a girl with low self-esteem who has undergone tremendous changes in her mind, knowledge, vision and realm.