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The novel describes Xuan Zi, a woman who works hard in a shopping mall. She has been entangled in the same dream for ten years. As a result, she always has random thoughts and cannot tell whether this is her farewell to the first half of her life or her destination for the second half of her life. As she grew up, she continued to explore and ultimately return to life and spirituality.

No matter whether you live by love or not, along the way, more or less, who has not struggled in the mud of love? Maybe a few days, maybe a few years, maybe an instant, maybe a lifetime. This is a story about reconciliation with past love. If you have ever had a knot in your heart that is difficult to resolve, twisting you, piercing you, and refusing to let you go for a long time, then let's explore together how to redeem yourself. Written in 2012. The first draft was completed in 2013. It is dedicated to the love that I have struggled with for ten years but has not yet come to fruition. After I finished writing it, I suddenly realized that this pretentious ritual was actually meaningless. The action of "writing it down" actually started the process of self-awareness and sorting out for me. This story is half true and half false, a combination of fiction and reality. There are many shadows in my life, and there are also fictitious ones that don't exist at all. But no matter what, I just want to tell myself clearly, "Let go, look away, and stop dwelling on the past!"