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? I have been groping all the way in the darkness, and there have been bright lights that have guided me, but they are just a drop in the ocean. I originally thought that I would be a blind person in a lonely group, but in the eyes of others, I am a pioneer on the straight road. I do not dare to ask for possessions, but it is my inherent nature to isolate myself from the world. It seems that I have never opened my eyes, but I have been walking for many years and my hands are still empty. Just because I have seen too much betrayal and misfortune, but there were also people who took me along who pushed me into the quagmire again, and I seemed unable to get over. I could only struggle desperately and cry for help until someone lifted my feet, and I realized that it was the teachings and will of the ancestors who had fallen on this road in the past. The dirt all over my body made it difficult for me to walk on the road, and I didn't even dare to go forward with others. I once ran away like a rat with my head in my arms when I was being chased, and huddled in a corner shivering. Until I saw the light, it was soft and kind. Even if I closed my eyes tightly, I could still feel the warmth it brought. I ran towards it desperately, washing away the dust on my body and warming my body. I thought the days of groping would never come again, I thought.