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Snakes stay in the darkest places while shedding their skin. Sometimes she seems like a lonely island, facing the endless sea of ​​tears and thoughts alone, feeling the power of all things in the world in the form of her soul. But in fact, these are not her conditions. She just experienced all the states of loneliness and singleness, even at that time, someone loved her. They say the world is not worth it. She feels that the fireworks and disputes in the world are not worth it, but the mountains, rivers, stars and sea, every one of them is worth it. ... Why do you love me? Because you love me. Do you love me because I love you? No. Because you could have loved someone else, but you loved me instead.

She has always felt that even if she loves someone again, she must leave a territory for herself. Even if you lose everything one day, you will still have a piece of yourself. She has always been a transparent woman, knowing that you cannot bet everything on your relationship, otherwise you will either lose everything or win everything, and no one can escape unscathed. But, has she ever loved before, or has she never loved before? Even she herself doesn't know. She often felt like there was dust in her chest. This kind of dust is silent and well-proportioned. It made her depressed and depressed. She said, I have dust in my chest for an unknown person. But where is that person? After they broke up, he had been searching for news about her. He made girlfriends one after another, but he couldn't find the feeling she had. He said that I had always loved her so much that I made a mistake, making me think that she had never loved me...

Who still has the heart to love a woman after the age of thirty? Men after the age of thirty are no longer interested in love. If they could, they would also want to find someone who could save them twenty years of hard work. This would be far more comfortable and more appropriate than fighting for the country by themselves. She shed tears silently in the darkness. She didn't know why those tears were shed, whether they were shed for the weak affection in this world, or for her own heart that would never love again, or for anyone at this age who would never love again. There is no inexplicable love, and there is no inexplicable lack of love. However, love or not is actually not that important. The important thing is that you still have the strength to continue walking and living.