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I was born in a very remote rural area. Most of the villagers here are simple. Thanks to everyone's love and the careful care of my parents, I grew up here little by little, experienced different things, and gradually matured and learned responsibility amidst setbacks. Unexpectedly, the originally happy family and happy childhood life were broken by a sudden accident. That year I was just 6 years old, immature and ignorant. At this age when I should have enjoyed love and happiness, I had to drop out of school for treatment and depended on cold machines and countless liquids all day long. It made me travel to all cities, spent all my loans, and brought countless tears and endless darkness to my family... When I was 9 years old, I returned to school and started real campus life. I thought that after experiencing different setbacks, everything would become peaceful. However, all the illnesses and setbacks never let me go. They followed me like a shadow, pulling me tightly. Whether it's returning to the "little dark room" countless times or the grinding depression, it all makes it painful for me to even breathe... In the most beautiful years of my youth, I did not try the sweetness of first love like others, but the bitterness of secret love. For eight years, from admiration to liking to habit, I never expressed my inner feelings. I always believed that time would smooth out the edges and fade away all love... Facing the failure of the high school entrance examination and the college entrance examination, on that night, I finally understood that the efforts I thought were actually all self-deception, and the pain I experienced was actually just mediocre trouble... I once lost everything, and I once had everything...