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I entered the palace in the spring of the eleventh year of Longyu, and all my pure happiness was crushed to dust at that age. Like most of the people in the palace, I am submissive in this deep palace and just want to protect myself. Like mottled traces of moss, I have eroded deeply into the bricks that imprison me, and I cannot change it. I have loved, like the fireworks of that moment, happiness comes quietly but ends abruptly. I am cowardly, withdrawn, unable to love, and still dare not get involved. I hated it, I hated that this glass palace looked beautiful but was actually stinking, rotten, and horribly deformed and twisted. Like sulfuric acid poured on me, it ruthlessly destroyed my dream. I have wandered around, but this blood-stained and heartless palace once supported a crazy longing and nurtured a long-lasting relationship. That love left me scarred and heartbroken. But when I dreamed about it at midnight, the heartbeat that was buried in my heart was still spotless. The more I let go, the more unforgettable it became...