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"We will always encounter the pain of leaving a loved one in our life. It may be a breakup or death. Even if we are prepared, we cannot bear it." The heroine Tao Ran is hopelessly in love with the male protagonist Chen Tian, who is 20 years older than her, and Chen Tian seems to be destined to It is determined that it will usually bring her pain... "The Flower of Pessimism" is Liao Yimei's favorite work. The author calmly picked up a knife and cut himself to the bone, the love between men and women, and then illuminated the human heart that can never be filled with love. And therefore we understand deeply: It is precisely because of the pessimistic wine at the bottom of life that we can be more paranoid, work harder, and have more courage.

"Living Awkwardly Like Me" is a collection of essays chosen by the author. It contains the essence of Liao Yimei's twenty years of literary and artistic creation, including 9 conversations, 7 creative notes, the plays "Rhinoceros in Love", "Softness", "Amber" and novels Classic lines from "Flowers of Pessimism" and nearly 130 stills from drama performances over the years... It writes unique insights into life, loneliness, pain, love and writing. It is brave and frank, without pretense, and tells you the truth about life. She is powerful, not false, humorous, touching, frank and sober. The words in the book also show this temperament, which is of great power. "What's the point of living life smartly? I'd rather choose to be clumsy." The sober words that can be seen everywhere in the book can always hit the soft spot in people's hearts and inspire them to live their own lives.

Liao Yimei is a goddess of literature and art who is highly respected by literary and artistic young people. The drama "Rhinoceros in Love" created by her has always ranked first in the box office of dramas and is called "the love Bible of the young generation"! "Flowers of Pessimism" is Liao Yimei's only full-length love novel. It has spiritual similarities with "The Unbearable Lightness of Being" and can be read alongside "Letter from a Strange Woman". The heroine Tao Ran fell in love with Chen Tian, ​​a man 20 years older than her. She thought this man could be a container for her pessimistic but crazy love. But in fact, no one can bear her love. In this hysterical love, Tao Ran tried his best to restrain himself from falling in love with Chen Tian, ​​but at the same time he wanted to fall into the abyss with him like a moth to a flame... The novel vividly demonstrates the vampire-like passion in Liao Yimei's works, the contradiction between self-restraint and eternal desire, the love that he knows to avoid but has a fatal attraction, shatters all rationality, and makes us deeply feel that no one can help but become a pessimist after falling in love like this.