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Article introduction I was a materialist before I was sixteen. I believed that things exist objectively and that people have subjective initiative. But then when I went to college, my materialism began to waver. I couldn't explain many things that happened around me, and the coincidences were too predictable. Slowly I began to believe in metaphysics. In our time, the Internet was not developed. If you wanted to know about metaphysics, you could either ask the aunt who told fortunes on the roadside (10 yuan a question), or go to the "master" in the village. (The red envelopes ranged from a few hundred to a few thousand, depending on the size of the matter.) Both of these ways are very convenient. It cost money. As a poor student, I didn't want to spend this money, so I went to the second-hand book stall in the morning market of Haipoqiao and bought some old books to study. Later, when I encountered some strange things and dreams, I gradually became able to interpret some clues. After I turned 40, I began to consciously record some of the things that happened around me. I wanted to record these things and tell them to my child in case she happened. When she has the same problem, she won't be as confused as I was. She can look through my records to find some answers and ways to avoid some risks. I would like to share this book with friends who have the same experience as a reference. It is full of nonsense and bitter tears.