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I don't know what to say. I'm used to seeing the world of riches and wealth in books. I've fantasized about countless wealth and plans, but the reality is still stuck in a world of losers. I have nothing, but I have everything. The things I long for, the cruelty of reality, everything hits me. Failure, the vividness of life, relatives and friends, made me feel like I had everything in the dark. What should I do? How could a loser live the "own life" he hoped for? Whether he was talking nonsense or being groggy, after all, he was thinking about the boring life.