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The respectful wife, the clever and well-behaved children, everything has become a thing of the past. Maybe it's retribution, the cycle of cause and effect. Not long after my wife had an abortion due to health reasons, I suffered from manic depression, and then I became addicted to gambling. I smoked and drank, and my debts were as high as a mountain. The wife couldn't bear the pressure and left home with the children. Now I am alone and regret nothing. I can only continue to work hard every day, hoping to pay off the debt as soon as possible, and begging my wife and children to return to my arms. Manic depression causes me to experience auditory hallucinations, visual hallucinations, and even hallucinations every day. Especially when night falls, and I am lying alone in the living room waiting for dawn, I will see ghosts whispering and lamenting in my ears from time to time, telling me about their past and hopes. And I helped them record, compiled and recorded the things they entrusted to me into a book, hoping that destined people could see their stories and help them get rid of them as soon as possible and reincarnate and start a new life. Gambling ruined my life, and a ghost accompanied me through every sad night. I really wish I could go back in time and not make the same mistake again. But time will never turn back! Now we can only do our duty and work hard to make up for the mistakes we made in the past! There was a time when I thought about committing suicide and it was over. I didn't have the courage to live anymore, but I couldn't let go of my elderly mother who was far away in my hometown. My mother didn't know that my wife and children had left me, and she looked forward to my return home day and night with my wife and children in fine clothes. I'm sorry for her, I want to live! One day, I must take my wife and children back to my hometown to spend the rest of my life with her.