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总想轻生的她走近我内心
Guimengchuan
As long as she can remember, Su Youan has learned to apologize from her father's fists and her mother's tears: "I'm sorry, it would be better if I wasn't a girl." She thought that her father's sudden death from alcoholism when she was 14 years old could dispel the haze that enveloped the family. She was prematurely sensible and tried to piece together her shattered life. However, the real abyss has just opened its mouth. The mother who lost her husband collapsed amid the rumors and turned her resentment into a loud slap on the face of 16-year-old You An. "Why aren't you a boy?" This curse became the only background for Youan's adolescence. In order to atone for her sins, she gathered up all her emotions Emotions, wrapping my already riddled heart with numbness. Until her 18th birthday, what greeted her was not the candlelight of her coming-of-age ceremony, but her mother's heart-wrenching suicide note - "Everything is your fault! At that moment, Su Youan was finally deprived of even his last right to be "sad". She watched it all calmly. It turns out that she was born to be the source of pain for others; it turns out that as the "original sin", she is not even qualified to live. She jumped off the bridge and fell into the cold river. You happened to bump into this scene. You didn't know whether this strange girl wanted to cosplay a fat cat or go down to shoot a professional, but you still rescued her. "Thank you for saving me. I have nothing else to repay you except my own body, so please don't save me next time. " This is the first thing a girl says to you.
As long as she can remember, Su Youan has learned to apologize from her father's fists and her mother's tears: "I'm sorry, it would be better if I wasn't a girl." She thought that her father's sudden death from alcoholism when she was 14 years old could dispel the haze that enveloped the family. She was prematurely sensible and tried to piece together her shattered life. However, the real abyss has just opened its mouth. The mother who lost her husband collapsed amid the rumors and turned her resentment into a loud slap on the face of 16-year-old You An. "Why aren't you a boy?" This curse became the only background for Youan's adolescence. In order to atone for her sins, she gathered up all her emotions Emotions, wrapping my already riddled heart with numbness. Until her 18th birthday, what greeted her was not the candlelight of her coming-of-age ceremony, but her mother's heart-wrenching suicide note - "Everything is your fault! At that moment, Su Youan was finally deprived of even his last right to be "sad". She watched it all calmly. It turns out that she was born to be the source of pain for others; it turns out that as the "original sin", she is not even qualified to live. She jumped off the bridge and fell into the cold river. You happened to bump into this scene. You didn't know whether this strange girl wanted to cosplay a fat cat or go down to shoot a professional, but you still rescued her. "Thank you for saving me. I have nothing else to repay you except my own body, so please don't save me next time. " This is the first thing a girl says to you.