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The pen of regret is full of regrets wherever it falls. When I look up at the stars, you are no longer around me. Standing on the spot and looking around, everything around me has not changed, but the high-spirited you is no longer around me. In her third year of junior high school, Lin Xiang, a girl who was always troubled by illness, was called into the corridor by a boy named Pei Chuan in a noisy classroom. The boy leaned on the railing, bathed in the sunshine, and asked her to borrow a romance novel. This unconventional request became the beginning of their interaction. During the conversation, Lin Yang learned that the boy who made her romantically associate him with a "gilded boy" was actually a classmate in elementary school whom she had no memory of. She checked out the book and secretly wrote down the name Pei Chuan. In life, Lin Yang was used to taking medicine on time and frequently going to and from the hospital. Her mother's advice and vague perception of the length of life made her temperament somewhat quiet and alienated. Pei Chuan's appearance was like an unexpected light, and the boy's clumsy approach was hidden in the exchange of borrowing and returning books. At the same time, Su Boqian, the son of the "nasty" doctor, gradually became a special companion during her treatment time. This encounter, which began in the third grade of junior high school, is destined to be entangled with the ignorance of youth, the shadow of illness and careful guarding. In the days to come, it will write a chapter about remembrance and regret.

Hu Xiaotu was a candy that was so sweet that it attracted two pairs of eyes: Tan Cheng held it in his hand and was afraid it would melt, but Ji Shen wanted to chew it up and swallow it alone. On the one hand, there is pampering mixed with honey and oil, and on the other hand, there is paranoia that is crazy to the core. When possessiveness turns into chains, sweetness is crushed into blood residue. This battle of love and plunder finally ends in the most tragic way - the sugar is broken, some people hold the sugar residue and cry until they suffocate, and some people hold the fragments and fall into the abyss. Tan Cheng's love was as warm as if it were soaked in a honey pot. From the school uniform to the white shirt, his eyes were always stuck on the side of her face as she chewed octopus balls, and even her bickering was filled with sugar residue; but Ji Shen's love was like a poisoned vine, growing wildly from the darkness and making people breathless - he secretly hid all her photos, filled his notebooks with "My Rabbit Balls", and even wanted to put her in a glass dome so that the brightness could only belong to him. When the land of tenderness meets the prison of madness, the moment the sweet bubble is burst by paranoia, the world is turned upside down. When the chain wrapped around his ankle, Hu Xiaotu was shocked to realize that some "likes" were not candy at all, but hooks that could drag people into the abyss. Tan Cheng's roar could not break through the closed door, and Ji Shen's madness could not burn out the light in her eyes. This torn love finally made everyone struggle in the ashes - some used death to break free of the shackles, some spent the rest of their lives licking their wounds, and some only understood at the end of madness that some light, the tighter they are held, the faster it is extinguished.

Ye Nordic, I don't want to like you anymore, I'm tired, Chi Xiaonuoliu.

Wen Qi, thank you for letting me know how happy it is to like someone. --Luohe

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