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My name is Zhizunbao, an ordinary bandit. Maybe you have heard my name or the legends about me, but most of them are false rumors, the phantoms of ridicule or admiration in the eyes of others. They only saw my recklessness, my infatuation, and my struggles, but they never really got into my heart. Throughout my life, I have been pushed forward by fate, from a carefree mortal to a hero with heavy responsibilities, from a prodigal son who does not understand love, to a traveler who has tasted all joys and sorrows. Loved, hated, hurt, and finally let go. This is not only my story, but also a monologue about fate, choice and love.

Everyone in the world knows that I was born with a jade in my mouth and was born rich and noble, but they don't know that this jade is both my glory and my shackles. They called me the "devil incarnation" and ridiculed me for my "wishful thinking", but they never really entered my innocent heart. I hate the official career economy, and I only want to stay with my daughter in my boudoir. It's not that I don't understand the world, but I have seen through the corruption and hypocrisy under the pile of gold and jade. I love the fresh life, the pure soul, and the true love that is not contaminated by the world. From the heyday of the Jia Mansion, to the prosperity of the Grand View Garden, to the final disillusionment, I will reveal to you what I see in my eyes and what I feel in my heart with the most candid heart. My ignorance, my sadness, and my enlightenment are all in this monologue.

My name is Zixia, a fairy who is bound in the world of gods. People only see my brilliance and my innocence, but they don't know that deep down in my heart, there lives a mortal woman who longs for freedom and love. I thought my fate was sealed until I met him, the man who pulled my sword out. From that moment on, my world was turned upside down. I tried my best to love and chase, but I also tasted the deepest joys and sorrows in the world. My story is not the carefreeness of gods, but the obsession of mortals. It is a regretless monologue about living for love and dying for love.

Everyone in the world knows that my name is Fugui, but few understand the heaviness and irony behind my name. I was once a well-known rich young man in the city. I spent money like water and was intoxicated with money. I interpreted the word "wealth and honor" vividly. But fate is like the dice in my hand, there is always a "losing" side. From a young master to a poor peasant, from having nothing to guarding an old cow alone, I have experienced the torrent of the times and tasted all the flavors of life. I have seen the most prosperous scenes and walked through the most desolate situations. I lost everything, but seemed to have more. I will tell you with my eyes, my heart, and every breath I take, how I used "living" to write my "rich" and humble life in this land.

This is not "A Dream of Red Mansions" in the eyes of the world, nor is it the joys and sorrows described by Cao Gong. This is me, Lin Daiyu, telling you my short but ups and downs life with the most sincere heart. From the distant Suzhou, to the prosperous Jia Mansion, to the final departure, I will reveal the joy, sorrow, longing and despair hidden deep in my heart one by one. The world calls me "little-tempered" and "love-minded", but few people truly understand my sensitive and thoughtful soul. Today, I take off all disguises and tell my story in my own way. This monologue will take you into my most secret corner, feel my breathing and heartbeat, and experience that fate that is destined to be irreversible.