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Thirty-four-year-old Shen Yuhan is the youngest deputy chief physician of the Department of Psychology in Linjiang City. Colleagues only knew that she was extremely talented - those difficult and difficult cases were finally solved either by being sent to her or seeking his help. No one knew that this talent had been her curse when she was a teenager. When she was sixteen years old, she was engulfed by her emotions due to interpersonal pressures at home and school, and was diagnosed with panic disorder accompanied by severe depression. She dropped out of school and stayed at home. It was the psychiatrist Lu Jianming who brought her out of the abyss and made her determined to become someone like him. Nine years later, she put on a white coat, only to find that her biggest enemy was herself. She had to wrap up her fragile past with a nearly perfect resume, but she gradually broke through the questioning of each patient - the obsessive-compulsive disorder programmer saw through her nervousness, the PTSD firefighter made her face vicarious trauma... And a teenager who had the same experience as her forced her to return to the door of the room where she was fifteen years old. When her mentor Lu Jianming collapsed due to the pain of losing his son, everyone was waiting for her. At that moment, she finally understood: real healing is not about erasing scars, but about walking into other people's dark nights with scars and telling them that I have walked this road and I will accompany you. This is a story about how the "healer cannot heal himself" was broken, and it is also the process of a person making peace with his past. Dedicated to all those who walk alone in the dark, myself included.