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On the day of my father's death, I was convinced that the years in this world were long and cold, and I should go wandering with my bag on my back. No matter where in the world, the weather would be cloudy and windy, but I didn't. I followed my mother silently, with nothing to think about and nothing to think about, like the ever-changing cloud that swept from the top of Qinggang Peak to the sky above Bailianpu. My father loves his mother to the utmost, and she loves to eat crabs. Every year after autumn, he will go to the Bailian Reservoir to rummage for crabs.

In the darkness, she groped out the door. As soon as she went out, she felt much smoother. When she left the village entrance and turned onto the mountain road, she felt extremely refreshed, just like when she went to work or factory. She didn't understand why she felt so much lighter as long as she set foot on this road. She walked leisurely. She couldn't see the scenery clearly because it was still dark, but she knew whether the left side of the road was a mountain or a water, and the right side of the road was a ditch or a ditch. She came to the tea forest and stopped. She bent down and smelled the blooming camellias. It was so fragrant! In the gray and gray night, she could see how stretched and fresh these flowers were. She started groping into a cotton field, pulled out half a bundle of cotton stalks, beat their poles with stones, tore off the skins, and then twisted them into a rope. She took the twisted rope to a big camellia tree near the shore, sat down and looked at the east.

It started to rain outside the house, and the spring rain fell on my face. It was cold and refreshing. There were no pedestrians on the bank of Qingliu Lake. I walked alone in the rainy night. As I walked, I felt at ease. I clearly feel that life in this world is an endless pursuit of perfect sentient beings. Even though I know that it may be empty and empty, I am still convinced that it exists. This belief is like genes inherited from people from a long time ago. This is the noblest inheritance of human beings, and it will be passed on to people no matter what life or situation they are in. I cannot bear the responsibility of righteousness. I, Feng Laowu and Feng Qiulai, will definitely fulfill my duties in life: take care of my elderly parents, love my wife and daughter, comfort my three sisters, and comfort my brother who passed away early. No matter how hard the world is, I will follow this thought and slowly do it. After all, my shop is well-established. Tomorrow I will go to the provincial capital with my wife Ma Li to purchase equipment, and the opening will be today. At this moment, there is no need to think about anything else, just go home and go to bed early. For the first time, my body obeyed the command of my brain. After washing, I fell into bed and fell asleep.

On the morning of the third day after I was born, my father brought a bottle of rapeseed oil and went to Shuiyue Temple with piety to worship the old man Shaoru as my master. Master is the common name of the Buddhist family, which is actually the god. In our country, children who are born to nobles or who are not easy to raise will often worship their godfather, and the best candidate for godfather is a monk from the temple. If a child can find a virtuous master as his godfather, he will be protected by the gods throughout his life and enjoy peace forever. As for me, I can't say I'm very noble, but I can't say I'm not noble either. My parents already have two sons. If they have me as their daughter, they will naturally treasure me. But I became a master mainly for the sake of better education. I weighed less than four pounds when I was born, and I didn't know how to eat or drink even two days after I was born, which made my parents very worried.