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Time has passed, and when I look back, more than half of my life has passed. Looking at yesterday with both eyes, everything is hurt. I have failed my time, I have failed my relatives, I have failed my children, I have failed myself, but I have not failed that heartless and indifferent man... After passing through the wasted years, passing through the scenery of provinces and cities, and having long-distance love affairs thousands of miles away, all I got in the end was scarred myself. Looking up at the water on the horizon and the sea in the distance, they are all out of reach. The sea can accommodate hundreds of rivers. Only when you see the sea do you realize how big the sea is and how small people are. The helplessness of life, the desire to survive, I feel that every day of existence is very tiring, I feel that every moment of life is very hard, it is a hardship for myself and others. I suffered from the ignorance of my youth, easy come, easy go, all the grass and trees are flying all year round... Time has passed, but I can't get over the trauma in my heart these years...