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I resigned from a securities company three years ago and became a game anchor with some involvement in the e-sports industry. My career is tepid, but my life is happy and peaceful, and I have basically achieved financial freedom. Playing my favorite games every day, chatting and bickering with fans on the barrage, my life is enjoyable. But who would have known that through a chance encounter and a business contract, two women walked into my life, completely breaking the previous peace. I was faced with many difficult choices all at once. One of them is like an orange blossom, lingering faintly in my heart; the other is like a mandarin orange, with sweet juice coming over it, strong and hot. I am tempted but fascinated by the authorities, and I am happy to be tricked. I claim to be gentle, considerate, and understanding of everything, but I can't read them, and I can't face my own heart. Unpleasant childhood memories, the shadow of first love, occupational diseases of anchors and other issues haunt me, interfering with my judgment, and causing me to fall into self-doubt again and again. Should I be depressed or be cured? Where should I go?