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Ignorance, heartbeat, grievance, sadness, expectation, disappointment, numbness. Meeting is a foregone conclusion. Life will inevitably take the wrong path. The pain is not not to love but to be left behind after being loved. Without him in the beginning, I would die without him, hoping that he would come back, and the unwillingness is no longer there. I am used to having his shadow in my life every day. Even during the longest period of separation, I almost couldn't survive. I know there will be no results, I know I will make the same mistakes again, but I still want to follow him, and now I don't want to be a bitch even if I give up. I will never forget the day when Tan Yuan gently held me in his arms and said, "Can you please not leave me and stay with me?" "I will not let you down, believe in me." "We grew up together." "I will never leave you because of novelty again." "I love Han Yue so much." From enthusiasm to perfunctory, powerless and tired, he has a new love, and I will finally let go of this relationship.