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I want to be the kind of good boy my mother wants. Even if she forced me to take medicine that would turn into waste, even if she only looked at me with disgust and wariness in her eyes. I thought I would live this life "harmless to humans and animals" as she wished. Until this morning I was woken up by the smell of blood and saw my mother lying dead downstairs. Death revives everything. The fog in my memory finally dissipated, the tight hoops and shackles completely disintegrated, and the stories that happened behind the scenes of my life, and the secrets that my mother would never know until she died, were spread out in front of me. "Only something special can arouse the beating of Youzhen's heart. I don't know what it will be, so I feel scared." I thought of my mother's words again, and with my heart beating wildly, the razor opened its blade and waited in my right palm.