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This is a documentary and autobiographical long prose work. It describes that the author Nishikanako was diagnosed with breast cancer in 2021, when the COVID-19 epidemic in Canada was at its worst. From the discovery of cancer to the staged cure, the author went through a tense and special 8 months, and more unknowns will be buried in the body in the long-term future. At the same time, Kanako must continue to learn to welcome a tomorrow where happiness and fear coexist in her daily life. During these eight months, Kanako began to understand her disease and continued to accept her own weakness; from facing death calmly, she began to learn to overcome fear step by step and accept and fall in love with her incomplete self. Until after the operation, she wrote in the article: "After talking to her (the nurse), I realized that losing breasts and losing nipples did not seem to have anything to do with my life from now on (yes, it felt like discussing false eyelashes).