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Author: Decemberyang Sun
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Unable to Grasp the Back
Decemberyang Sun
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[It's not that I don't like you, it's just that I can't let go of some things] I can't let go of the past. From the age of fifteen to twenty-seven, I gave him all my firsts. The first time I liked it, the first time I understood pain, the first time I kissed and held hands with a man, and did all the intimate things... For the first time, I personally sent the person I liked to the stage of ritual music and emcee, and watched him grow old together with another woman. For the first time, my han
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