A little bit of self-movation and appreciation for writing the book review carefully, written by the female protagonist
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Dust Flower
Cai Feng CaifeiRomance1.0M WordsCompleted
50.3kFavorites64.8kClicks/ch80.8kNutrition
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Nice! Rereading it after so many years feels like reading a new book. The stories and scenes from many years ago are so nostalgic. At that time, the protagonist would make all kinds of obvious mistakes, hesitate in the face of difficulties, and have most of the shortcomings that ordinary people have. But they must share the same precious quality - a heart of gold. The trend of the times at that time - of course it was already the afterglow of the times in terms of the time when this book was written - the trend of the times at that time created similar pursuits for the protagonists: searching for themselves, pursuing freedom, and never stopping fighting for the right of personal free will. Just like the heroine of this article, Marlene, she is a weed pressed in the mudflat, a little flower buried in the dust. Struggling desperately not to die, groveling. But it would be a mistake if someone thought that they could force her to change her soul against her free will. Perhaps from today's perspective, this is a naive concept. The heroine is willing to steal and cheat in order to survive. She is just free and untimely kind, and sometimes she doesn't need to be so insistent. People will be more mature if their bottom line is occasionally more flexible. This has nothing to do with moral character, but is a necessary prerequisite for survival. Is free will that important? It's not something worth stressing now—which is a good thing—but it was important in a creative environment that objectified women at the time. In my opinion, this is actually a projection of the ideological trend of the times. It is a symbol of fighting for human rights for oneself in a conservative and repressive social atmosphere. Therefore, the protagonists of that era all had a heart for pursuing free personality. They are kind, uphold their character, and walk on the path of idealism. They will suffer betrayal, humiliation, despair, and even self-doubt because of their beliefs. But they will eventually strengthen their faith and walk out of their own lives. So the authors at that time wrote splendid lives for the heroines. Perhaps now it seems that some of the writing is immature and some of the events are too idealistic. Each of these works has its flaws. Putting aside the growth of the heroine, some stories will seem unoriginal and cliched. But the soul of each of them is shining. It has nothing to do with the person's strength or charm. It is her character, her thoughts, and her heart that are shining. I have seen Leng Shuangcheng, a knight with unparalleled perseverance after making a plan; I have seen Roland, the undead paladin captain who was betrayed and sacrificed, but still kind despite the death of his comrades; I have seen Saphiel who devoted everything for revenge but finally found himself; I have also seen the swamp witch who has gone through prosperity and lost her companions to embrace loneliness... The most beautiful thing about them is their unique soul. The theme of the times at that time was growth. I am honored to be able to absorb the nutrients of my growth from their growth experience.
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What About My Story of Suffering?
Thousands of Wine BottlesRomance585k WordsCompleted
48kFavorites56.5kClicks/ch52.5kNutrition
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Light-hearted writing is not uncommon, and refreshing writing is not uncommon either. After reading it, I feel as if I have also succeeded in practicing Taoism. I feel peaceful and have no regrets. This is the first time I have read such an article. If you have no worldly thoughts in your mind, the world on earth is broad. This book is about cultivating immortals, cultivating the mind, cultivating the Tao, and cultivating all living beings. There is no love and love, no murder and treasure grabbing. Where Tao exists, immortality exists. After reading it, I feel like the cool breeze on the river and the bright moon in the mountains. Travel freely and freely, traveling among all living beings. Even her turbulent life has not changed her carefree and calm personality. The author's literary foundation is very good, and it is as fascinating as reading beautiful prose. All kinds of trivial anecdotes and thousands of fireworks in the world are written in a humorous and candid way. It's like reading "Happy Journey", and you won't want to leave, but you won't feel sad about it. The details are all good, but the narration in big scenes such as fights is too direct, and it often feels like reading the outline directly. However, the full text does not hide its shortcomings. The writing is four stars, the comprehensive intention, writing style, and personal selfishness are five stars.
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Win Wayne [Comprehensive British and American]
Even ThoughRomance639k WordsCompleted
35kFavorites141.3kClicks/ch73.9kNutrition
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The romance line is completely unimportant, this is the story of a "butterfly" searching for liberation. From the beginning, I was amazed by the author's writing style. The ability to describe audio-visual, perception, emotion, cognition, etc. Makes people feel as if they are actually there. The in-depth and empathetic description of mental illness in the following chapters is even more amazing. The author's words can easily make people relate to each other, and can accurately describe the special and complex psychology of the patient and her personal world. This is really the only experience I have had after reading this article for so many years. Whether it is the sense of suffocation that is submerged by the tide and still restrains oneself, or the clear and delicate description of layers of perception and emotion, or the complex and in-depth thoughts formed by the entanglement of reason and emotion. Each level is fascinating and dazzling. It's really beautiful. Complex tension, charming mystery, this is a feast. Editor 2: The heroine does have serious mental problems, so many descriptions of bats are unreasonable and full of the protagonist's subjective emotions. It can be seen that the bats are all good people, but the heroine is the one who is extreme. But to say that this article is deliberately smearing the Bat Family... Is not to this extent. The heroine is immersed in her own twisted world and can't understand it, but readers can't understand whether the bats are good to the heroine or not. The good thing about this article is that her pain and struggle are real and complex, and her illness makes it impossible for her to escape from this sea of suffering. When she hurts her family, she is actually hurting herself. Her rejection of her family comes from her rejection of herself.
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Night Sun Bird
Yu ShanshanRomance999k WordsCompleted
12.7kFavorites16.2kClicks/ch24.8kNutrition
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A revenge drama with delicate and realistic writing. The revenge epic of three women is not a fairy tale, but the best ending in reality. The character creation is so good, with multiple angles and aspects. Everyone has their own interests and starting points, blending into a complex and real real society. Of the three women who were killed at the same time, one did whatever it took to get revenge, one abandoned the past and betrayed her companions, and the last one lived in a false truth and pursued justice. She rose from suffering again and again and pierced the curtain of sin. Tonight, my soul rests here.
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Subvert the World [Cyber]
ZhuyingzhouRomance758k WordsCompleted
18.1kFavorites14.7kClicks/ch21.3kNutrition
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Personal TOP1 in 2025 This is a story that deeply shocked me. She is crazy, she is saint. She is a rebel at the end of her rope, a lamplighter who transforms into fire. This is the story of a good man with no morals and no bottom line, who burns himself to death until he sets the world on fire. Resistance, freedom, revolution, courage, unity, ideals... Cyberpunk revolution + dystopia, no emotional drama (I personally watch this without a CP). The world structure and background settings are amazing! It can be seen that the author has carefully constructed a complete and real world of capital. Through diverse detailed descriptions, he has restored a bloody capital world that completely materializes human beings and squeezes out every ounce of value. The plot development is very exciting and unconventional. The second volume begins to reach its climax, and every subsequent plot advancement is completely unexpected. Each subsequent volume has climaxes one after another until the finale. I can't forget it for a long time after reading it. Compared with the first two, the author's writing style is slightly weaker. But the plot makes up for this very well. Each character has their own complete arc, and many are memorable. No spoilers here. Although it is a serious drama, the writing style is not so heavy and depressing. The author is good at filling in the world's information without leaving a trace in a tense and exciting plot, and fleshing out the characters' personalities. So the pace is fast and exciting. The first volume was already very exciting, and the second volume started to make me want to put it down. The amazing twists in the third and fourth volumes shocked me one after another. Each layer of the mystery was revealed and it was a huge surprise. The shocking plot concept and stunning world view are really worth watching.